i can see clearly now.

i feel as if i'm back in my sophomore year of high school.

the only difference, however, is that here, you're supposed to be on a path to growing up. at some point through this incredulous journey, i managed to grow down (imagine that); my naivety led me to talk shit about other people purely to "fit in".

never, ever lower yourself to that level. to that standard which says, "to be this or this, you must do this."

i blame myself only for the actions that others will take against me. part of it was, purely, venting. the other part i have no excuse for.

as for the rest of you... let it be. let this life be wonderful and let it be that people live the way they want to. you have proven me wrong, those that i once said ANYTHING about. you learn who your true friends are, and i'm so so so SO sorry for everything i've done (purely to "fit in". if this is the "fit in" life, i'd rather have none of you as friends).