to whom it may concern

i feel like words fail me when they in fact are my liberator. sitting by the window and outside the snow is falling hard and i am dying to be close to a fireplace but instead i am stuck in this solitary confinement - away from human contact. away from you. it was only you that kept my sanity in check and where were you when my sanity was slipping away? so far gone -- i could envision your eyes that lit up like the north star and guided me home. they say the north star always guides you home, but what happens when that north star has disappeared into the backdrop of the night sky?

they're laughing outside this glass pane and i'm concocting plans of somehow cutting a circle in this glass and squeezing through. the happiness eludes me and yet i want so badly to be in the know...

your voice is bouncing through the muscles in my brain. and all i want is you here - need you here....